I say ...

I must have gone out of my mind, completely.

Give me a sign, tell me what to do.

Okay, I am totally lost in my life.
I don't know what I'm going to do after my diploma and it's really frustrating to keep thinking that I am not in the right track of the life I wanted.
It's tiring to try to strive in something you are not interested in.
Definitely, I get crushed down very easily. My determination has its own limit.
I like to do the best and be the best.
But I can't think of any good plan for my future and it's like the last year of poly already.

Hmm...
Never mind.
I shall not bore you with my rantings :)

You know what?
I did something stupid last night.
I thought of suicidal.
And I did many things to get myself hurt. Yes, I tortured myself.
This was the first time I've ever felt being pushed to the edge of a cliff.
I also realised that rage makes human beings do outrageous and psycho stuff.
I barely knew myself last night, it was horrifying.
Well known as being cheerful, I can't believe that I'd do such thing.
Something is so wrong with me...

Well, maybe some nice meal will do me good :)
Food always made me happy!

Done with this post for now 'cause dinner's ready :D
Blog soon...

Black & White

The 6 year-old little rascal has her own BIGGEST toy (so far).
Ain't she lucky ?
It's a good thing she has a piano, they got rid of the noisy keyboard at last!
I used to recall my father who ordered a piano and hired a private piano teacher for me when I was much younger.
However, I REJECTED HIM! 'Cause my mum told me so :(
My mum was afraid that my dad couldn't handle the money pressure so I had to give up on what I always dreamed of doing.
Now, we got a piano at home, my parents asked me again if I want to learn piano :)
Piano lessons ain't cheap so I'll have to think it through carefully before making a decision.
I don't want to add burden to my father.




My thigh got injured after the gym session on Sunday.
It was fine yesterday but somehow it got worst after I got home.
I'll probably visit a Chinese physician later on but I feel weird...
'Cause so far all the physicians are uncles! And I'm going to let them touch my thigh lah!
Awkward situation, don't you think so ?

Work

This is so cool :)

More to life

It was a day planned to baked chocolate crinkles in a slightly different way.
There's JT's version and VG's version :)
I guessed I baked better since his crinkles' dough was a tad 'abnormal'. Hahaha!
And the crinkles he baked were dry and very bitter 'cause he cut down the sugar used by 50%.
And he and his mum had this idea of adding honey to it but it ended up 'spoiling' the dough somehow due to chemical reaction ?
I don't know. It's weird.
But I know VG's version is better :D

I didn't know those 'gold strips' look so striking till now.

Crinkles made with love :D

The last tray of dough waiting to be baked

I went for a dinner with JT's family and relatives at Long Beach.
Dinner was sumptuous !
Have to thank JT's relative for the treat :)

First thing up was shark fin's soup but I felt bad drinking it 'cause of the tragic way those sharks die - sinking into the sea and left to die with no fins.

Cereal prawns :)

This chicken dish tastes unlike any other

JT's family - That's his sister and parents.

Most expensive dish of the night - Alaskan crab

Fried TouFu with Pork Floss

I finished up the crab roe (damn sinful!) 'cause no one else eat this stuff.
The little cousin wants to bring it home and the staff there was very helpful to help her wash this

KangKong :)

This looks like one expensive bowl of horfun (in reality)

Just like any kids in this world, we'd go look at the 'seafoods'

2 lobsters against 1 poor crab

Geoduck

We ate your relative just now :D

Rainbow lobster

Smooching lobsters, wow

Home sweet home right after dinner :)

I told JT that I want to learn to bake/cook more dishes.
Somehow, I do love to cook and bake :)
Perhaps that's where I want to head to in future - in the kitchen not the office.
If things work out well, I might be able to become a cook! :D
We shall see ...

Love, laugh, live

Finally I can upload my photos up to blogger :D
All thanks to Mozilla Firefox; Internet Explorer sucks!
Here are some updates from Friday :)

Met up with JT for our dinner at Aston's
It's merely 6pm and there's a queue starting already.
Lucky we were there early, we waited only 10 minutes for the table.

On our way to town
I love this photo :)

We are hungry people!

He is such a curious boy

While waiting for our food
Here's a glimpse of the queue outside

Food makes people happy :)

Double up chicken for you ?

Or...
You prefer grilled fish with herbs ? :)

I think I will go back to Aston's often for their delicious yet affordable food :)
Anyway, I'm kind of addicted to Earlgrey tea nowadays.
Tea always taste so refreshing :)

I make this a short and sweet post so I'll stop here.
Good night!

Laughed my ass off

Today was a boring day except for the movie part :)
Went town to catch ICE AGE 3 with the girls and JT!




















I must say this PIXAR's production is one of the best in terms of storyline, children-friendly humours and hilarious scenes :D
I've watched the first two movies of Ice Age and I enjoyed it the same for the third one.
The part which I laughed the most ? The scene whereby they breathe in some kind of gas which changes their voice and made them laugh with whatever they say. It's like breathing helium and nitrous oxide altogether. It's unforgettable!
I give 4 out of 5 for this. No doubt about it :)

Do you guys have any problem in uploading photos to your post recently ?
Darn, it's infuriating how the photo does not appear after you've finished uploading it.

It's going to be the 3rd soon (like in 15 minutes) ;D
And we are planning to dine at Aston's since JT hasn't try their food yet.
Well, I hope tomorrow will be great!

Currently, I'm reading this "Tipping Point" which I called it one of the book of wisdom.
This author analyses epidemics and how it spread rapidly through connections. It will fascinate you as you read along this very intelligent book :)
In this brilliant and original book, Malcolm Gladwell explains and analyses the 'tipping point',
that magic moment when ideas, treands and social behaviours cross threshold, tip and
spread like wildfire. Taking a look behind the surface of many familiar occurrences in our
everyday world, Gladwell explains the fascinating social dynamics that cause rapid change.

You know, there are people with skin thicker than a rhino and heart darker than black ink.
I wonder why did you do that for. I am not going to allow you to invade into my life ever again.
Fakeshit.